Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Todd "the Crack Monkey"'s LiveJournal:

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Monday, November 23rd, 2009
11:55 pm	So yeah... ( More of a rantish blarg, but does contain info...very drama-tastic though ) Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Cat Purring (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 15th, 2009
6:05 pm	Limits... There really is a limit to how much disrespect one can take before enough is enough. so done... Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: TV (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 13th, 2009
4:45 pm	update So, the past week has alot of suckage... I has issues, yay issues... someone else is causing me issues...booo My computer caught fire...yes caught on FIRE...at 5 am...I caught it in time thnx to not being able to sleep well thnx to back issues...so yeah, case and a number of vitals where toasted, so compy is deadified. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: TV (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009
10:45 pm	Hello Head Hello Desk Head meet Desk ... Desk...was that neccessary... Current Mood: angry Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Friday, October 30th, 2009
12:10 pm	stuff as updates go.. nothing new to report...blarg WTB less douche baggery IMO Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Misc. Songs (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
9:08 pm	The Story of Stuff Its a bit much in some parts...but the overall message I think is important... and for the statistics buffs, they might get a kick...i dunno...but i know tree huggers love this :D Current Mood: blah Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
11:36 pm	Today... so it is becomeing more and more apperent that I am going crazy... not like straight jacket crazy...or at least not yet...but that im loosing control over my mental and emotional faculties. I am definately becoming more and more tempermental. very much more aggressive, and I am at a fraction of my patients level. things that are just annoying, i get pissed about. And that makes me want to hit, smack, break, or just in general lash out physically and with malice. no fun... luckily, I have already talked to my doctor about this. unfortunetly, i cannot affort help, AND my lawyers are still in litigation with the douche bag insurance company over my work comp case, and quagmireing any hope of seeing a doctor to help me sort this shit out. I plan on calling my lawyer...eventually...and hopefully getting them to light a few fires to get me some help, cause yeah...i dun know when, but Ill start doin shit ill really regret sooner or later if i dun get help... IF only smashing my head into a coma worked to pass the time > Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Enya (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
1:34 am	dilema so here is my pickle... a person is over sleeping, not exercising, and eating poorly. They are physically getting worse and worse, and mentally failing at many things. Telling them to change their habits directly, and through passive aggresive means have all failed. the person chooses to slowly destroy their life, and not listen to friends. How do we fix this bad behavior? Any and all thoughts are welcomed. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Floating Spirits (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 24th, 2009
7:08 pm	zomg! I gots muh murlock pet!!! yay Grunty!!! *does happy dance* though im more happy that im happy than the happy of getting the pet...decode THAT suckuahs! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 13th, 2009
1:36 pm	oddity so today, my dad asked me to go get some BBQ chicken well as i was driving to KFC, i had the urge to blare Eminem... with that, i wanted to drive slow as hell and have windows down so everybody could hear the music... the only purpose was to piss people off...and the thought made me happier... very odd for me to have said thoughts and wants...but yeah...it was tempting... Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Silence (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 4th, 2009
9:04 pm	so yeah... The issue with my lil bro's back injury have finally been cleared up for me. He has Shermins disease and a fractured vertabre So yeah, thats what took him out of being a Marine...poor guy... I feel bad for the little guy, he so baddly wanted to murder them bad guys...but...the upside is he wont be murdered now :D He comes home tonight *nods* With him back home, that makes 3 men injured at home...go team! Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Floating Spirits (Comment on this)
Monday, August 24th, 2009
11:21 pm	For the Record Blizzcon was fairly Epic... No I didnt get to go, but I bought the PayPerView so I could at least watch. It wasnt as good as being there, but hey, at least I got to see nifty stuff...AND... I have a CHANCE, out of all the people who ordered and attended...to get 1 of 1000 Starcraft 2 beta keys... i know...super low chance...but cmon...im an optomist so I gots a chance none the less :D And for those that dont give a shitzlestick...move along hehe Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Monday, August 17th, 2009
8:15 am	Today... Today, i has my deposition yay time to get pissed off that people are trying to say im a faker and not really injured... bleh... Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Drone Zone (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 5th, 2009
11:33 am	ATTENTION LJ LAND Okay, my doctor has run out of treatment ideas for my back. And has told me that it would be a good idea to research different treatments that he may not know about. So, as part of that, I shall draw upon the lot of my peers, with their zany ability to know random FAQ. If you have a suggestion on how to treat a herniated disk or low back pain, Im all ears and will most likely bring it to my doctor so he can give his medical opinion. Bring it on people....bring, it, ON! Current Mood: restless Current Music: Enya (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 21st, 2009
2:28 am	seriously... well, for the past couple months ive just been feeling crappy...im more irritible, less patient, more aloof, sometimes angry, sometimes depressed, and generally just all round miserable. I finally talked to my doc about it, and he gave me a form to check off my issues and then sign... the fact that he had a form tells me its not all that uncommon... to alieviate the confusion, this is all pertaining to my back injury. i dunno...its just so frustrating to have all these limitations on my life...its starting to make me feel like my injury is a prison. I want to be able to do goofy random acts of energy, runnin around in a feild or tumbling around...or hell, even chopping wood while camping...things that I like todo and can as a young man still... but I cant...when even the small task of tying my shoe causes me discomfort, the larger tasks that I am so used to doing are far more troublesome now. and with all that on my mind and emotions...ive got my lil bro in the military, always in threat of being sent over seas. Though he too seems to have a back issue himself at the moment...shall see how that plays out. And I also have the lack of money issue with bills to pay...AND to top it all off, my girlfriend is now living with me and still has no job nor do I get standard GF bonuses... I tell myself, things arent too bad...I know they arnt...I still have a home, a vehicle, people who love me so forth and so forth...but honestly...I wana be me again.... Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Drone Zone (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 19th, 2009
9:59 am	Le' Sigh So just when I think my stress levels where gonna level out...that I am gonna maybe get some better peace of mind... work schedualed me on thurday and I was never told... so obviously i didnt show up, nor call in. Even though I was taken off work due to my injury, the date on the paper ran out...so yeah, i got nailed hard. So now i get to see what my doctor and/or lawyer can or will do to help this situation... i dunno, but i figured that when your busy filing for State Disability, I think that shows your hurt enough not to go back to work...but thats just me... >< i just wana kick them in the gonads right about now... Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 31st, 2009
11:17 pm	updates are good well Ive finally gotten an MRI scan on my back, and the results are in. muh back is fuckered up good *nods* im not posting details incase its important that I dont or some such...dunno what im allowed legally in this just yet, but yeah, my back has at least 3 disks not doin well. 2 of the disks are at the point where surgury is an option...I think one is almost double that number so its likely on that one... well, this at least lets me know I havent been faking it...I have worried that it was my own hypocondria and imagination working in tandom, but this shows im okay :D its real pain not fake! yay...sorta... however, in the end, my back isnt gettin better, and Im out of regular chiropractor visits...so I dun get my feel good adjustments...i r sad... so yeah...life is crap, and im almost back to square zero, luckily i has a womans this time so its not nearly as bad a feeling *nodsnods* now to just work on that gettin laid business... Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: Rock (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 23rd, 2009
1:23 am	Today... Today... i am older... blarg...and no money or healthy body to celebrate...oh well... Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Electronic (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
12:28 am	as things are... so an up to date situation... my lower back is confirmed to have some form of nerve issues through imperical data. most likely chronic. muh lawyer is hard to get in touch with, but im getting up ass early in the morn to call him...seems thats the best time for some gawd aweful reason >< grr... imma try and see what all i can and cant get outta this effed up situation >< well, things could be worse... Current Mood: determined Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 21st, 2009
12:57 pm	updates are good im getting bad at updating, but at least i keep trying :D well anywho, this are still okay I have a lawyer helping me with my workers comp case so things are moving better than if not. Collette is awesome uh...yeah, financially still screwed...but as my po' ass friends like to remind me, I still have more money in the bank then they do...still doesnt make me feel any more well off though > Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Drone Zone (Comment on this)