Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Todd "the Crack Monkey"'s LiveJournal:

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Friday, June 19th, 2009
9:59 am	Le' Sigh So just when I think my stress levels where gonna level out...that I am gonna maybe get some better peace of mind... work schedualed me on thurday and I was never told... so obviously i didnt show up, nor call in. Even though I was taken off work due to my injury, the date on the paper ran out...so yeah, i got nailed hard. So now i get to see what my doctor and/or lawyer can or will do to help this situation... i dunno, but i figured that when your busy filing for State Disability, I think that shows your hurt enough not to go back to work...but thats just me... >< i just wana kick them in the gonads right about now... Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 31st, 2009
11:17 pm	updates are good well Ive finally gotten an MRI scan on my back, and the results are in. muh back is fuckered up good *nods* im not posting details incase its important that I dont or some such...dunno what im allowed legally in this just yet, but yeah, my back has at least 3 disks not doin well. 2 of the disks are at the point where surgury is an option...I think one is almost double that number so its likely on that one... well, this at least lets me know I havent been faking it...I have worried that it was my own hypocondria and imagination working in tandom, but this shows im okay :D its real pain not fake! yay...sorta... however, in the end, my back isnt gettin better, and Im out of regular chiropractor visits...so I dun get my feel good adjustments...i r sad... so yeah...life is crap, and im almost back to square zero, luckily i has a womans this time so its not nearly as bad a feeling *nodsnods* now to just work on that gettin laid business... Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: Rock (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 23rd, 2009
1:23 am	Today... Today... i am older... blarg...and no money or healthy body to celebrate...oh well... Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Electronic (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
12:28 am	as things are... so an up to date situation... my lower back is confirmed to have some form of nerve issues through imperical data. most likely chronic. muh lawyer is hard to get in touch with, but im getting up ass early in the morn to call him...seems thats the best time for some gawd aweful reason >< grr... imma try and see what all i can and cant get outta this effed up situation >< well, things could be worse... Current Mood: determined Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 21st, 2009
12:57 pm	updates are good im getting bad at updating, but at least i keep trying :D well anywho, this are still okay I have a lawyer helping me with my workers comp case so things are moving better than if not. Collette is awesome uh...yeah, financially still screwed...but as my po' ass friends like to remind me, I still have more money in the bank then they do...still doesnt make me feel any more well off though > Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Drone Zone (Comment on this)
Monday, March 9th, 2009
8:35 pm	Updatey goodness mmmmm buttery goodness *nods* where as my financial side of things right now are as bad and the US economy, with as much good outlook, my personal side is doin spiffy keen. So yeah, even with all the crappy stress of making ends meet, im happy cause i has someone *nods* some might still stress i should be happy alone and not need someone...but seriously, this is good damned times dag nabbit!!! Current Mood: loved Current Music: Tool (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 14th, 2009
9:54 pm	I r Loved *nods* more animals its feels all warm and fuzzy...just like a ketteh! Current Mood: loved Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 10th, 2009
10:59 pm	Updatey goodness so there are alot of things that i should talk about...but most are broken record...and since you all like broken records ill play it again :D Im back to work, and my first 8 hours of work is going to pay off the benifits i didnt pay for the 3 weeks i was off for medical...yay... i FINALLY got in my paperwork for my workers comp case...i swear i need to kick my claims adjuster >< grr...but anywho, it got recieved, and I made my appointment...March 19 10 am...annoying it needs to be so far in the future but hey, it was the first available of the 2 docoters i checked...i didnt check the third but eh, not too worried. So if things go as they should, the doc will confirm what Ive been complaining about and then i get the ball rolling on making the pain in my back dissapear good. the manager that wrote me up for "not working with enough urgency" is gonna be finding himself in some hot water shortly. Im having to go through the chain of command to argue the write up, but its a done deal. one of the things he put on my write up are out right false. so yeah, i win. just gotta do all the jumping through loops to get it rectified. on the personal front...well...its frustrating...i think im gettin somewhere just to find myself shot down...but if i complain i feel guilty...i need physical attention, this is becoming more and more paramount, and the level of emotional backing is also a very high demand...i really do think that I am a high maintenance person...but yeah...blarg is one way to sum it all up... so yeah...aside from needing better outlets of stress relief, im not doing too bad...but ive been better... Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 31st, 2009
7:02 pm	Taxes FINALLY got my W2 today... so i filed muh taxes and now i wait for da monies of da AWESOME! hehe i rule Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Silence (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 15th, 2009
9:20 pm	Updatey goodness so things are doin perty good for the most part over in my lil ol' hole I has an awesome girlfriend, only crazy in the good ways thus far. my job sucks, back still hurts, but once i get past my QME, itll be smooth sailing from that point on. me and collette cleaned up my room a bit today, and gonna finish up on friday. Its all in an effort to shelve my walls so that I can better display my art and not have it stored the the dark recess of my closet on a book shelf...also gives me space to get a real dresser (imma go to IKEA *nods*) and make a place to put plants...i want plants in my room dag nabbit im hopeing to get a state job...yes i know they all just took a 10% pay cut...but that will still make me a crap ton more than i currently make...like over 1k NET a month...just saying... so yeah...good stuff...good stuff... Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Warcraft 2 soundtrack (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 29th, 2008
11:27 am	still here... nope not dead :P so yeah...its really just day to day, nothing life changing, just your everyday stupid work whining and nothin to really comment on. well...i did spend christmas with Collettes family, as my family got together on christmas eve as always. *shrugs* oooh, Saints Row 2...fun game for those random acts of violence and debauchery *nods* got new stereo and speakers...yay me, now i just need to get the line in thingy-ma-bob that lets me listen to my iPod without the silly radio reciever thingy i got a while ago...then i gets to listen to my iPod nice and crystal clear like *nods* next year...sub woofers *nods* then my techno will really have a beat :D Current Mood: drained Current Music: Drone Zone (Comment on this)
Monday, November 10th, 2008
10:19 pm	so yeah... so...yeah... some things have happened recently...and im just damned confused about them. i thought, and was told no go...but now...its damn near all stops are gone... its makin me happy, no doubt about hat...but still... on top of that... my back injury from work is...to say the least downplayed to the max...its just muscle strain and bad posture... i dont get it, but these are the medical doctorates sayin it...they gotta be right dont they? *shrugs* and work...well...its work... i have to admit...im pissy at my new store manager, but thats only cause he is DOING HIS JOB!!! the last one we had did NOTHING...so i think the pissyness is just cause im not used to having someone with the end all say tellin me what todo almost on a daily basis...but i think this will help get the store together... and i think...he is...ya know...Lenzo bait...or something to that effect...but thats just the feel i get from the man... all in all...not tooo bad... now i just need to be patient...and maybe before my birthday i might get laid? its a valid hope... Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
10:52 pm	A blast from the past... Originally posted in my LJ in 2003...lets see what if any changes to the replies and/or responses shall we? 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I loveable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do you think that I'm going to stay in CA? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? Current Mood: curious Current Music: Enya (Comment on this)
Friday, October 31st, 2008
3:52 pm	hehehe foamy strikes again! www.illwillpress.com those of us that would make good politicians...wont... we hates politicians :D go figure eh? Current Mood: blah Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Friday, October 24th, 2008
2:06 pm	2 parter So first off... My dad has delved himself into this idea that starting an internet business is a great way to make lots of money... best part is, how they plan to make money... LOTS and LOTS of websites...yes thats right, mass produce web sites and make a few cents per hit they get and add up those cents... in theory? works great, fast and easy money. in practice? not worth the time to read the instruction... but he has already set his mind on doin it so i get to help...yay me...>< friggin eh... Second part... life sucks, and it stole my helmet...damnit... there are times in my day that my hormones have beaten me with a stick and hog tied me...sooo wrong... im trying best i can to not be a perv but time and time again i fail...and fail badly... luckily its with people that know im not a bad person so they either dont even notice or dont seem to care...not for sure, but nothing negative has happened yet...YET...grr and in case you got the wise guy remark of "just go get laid" or something simmilar...nope, not gonna happen. too bad so sad, its GF or nothing...i dont have the emotional distance, or whatever you wana call it, to be able to handle being intimate without emotional attachment. so neener... i do belive my workplace is a good source of the aggrivation too...like today, this chic came into the store wearing some tight geans...so yeah, she was hawt, and i luckily only said it in my head, but yeah, id tap that too...grr i need a hug...i doo Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Silence (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008
11:22 pm	stuff many things happening...small things but things my thoughts and dreams have been wandering abit...just keeping an eye out for anything pertinant definately back into my phase of really wanting a significant other...i may be delusional in this, but i feel that someone else would really be nice to have after work... Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Electronic (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 21st, 2008
4:33 pm	WTF?!?!?!?! ( Technically political rant...but its more bitching about what i see as unlawful conduct ) Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: Electronic (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 16th, 2008
11:01 pm	Cause i can Lost Odessy - Pawned Overload - WFT BBQ OWNED Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion - Unknown ETA of victory, but it WILL be victory Two Worlds - Unplayed just some random crap i felt like posting, bought those games while my lil bro was home on leave. He is back to training more on what he will be doin in the military now. MOS or something... anywho, WoW expansion is kick ass, the patch roxorz. people are QQing all over, but its over all really awesome. life sux, but i gots a helmet *nods* Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Electronic (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 25th, 2008
12:48 pm	Just so you know... Any and all individuals thinking or saying shit about the military and those in it You have just talked shit about my lil bro and that I find offensive so unless you want me to get violent, and yes I can, dont talk shit on our military in a way I can find out. You have all been warned. and for those who may actually want to know, my lil bro is officially a member of the Marine Corp. hoo rah! Current Mood: Proud Current Music: Electronic (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 24th, 2008
10:32 am	so yeah... ( Just a rant, move along ) Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Floating Spirits (5 Comments |Comment on this)